I wrote that first blog and published it 10 months later. I was very unsure if I should. I am a very indecisive person and have a hard time putting myself out there. However for the last few days all I can think about is blogging. I keep having a repetitive feeling of venting. I thought of everyone that I could have called but no one jumped out. I want to tell everyone and no one. I want to get it off my chest and let it go but I don't want to have to explain. I am so heavy with words that I fear if I begin to release them I won't stop. That I would just start start spilling words out and what I was trying to say would be lost in a sea of words with no meaning.
I have a lot to say and sometimes it just flows out with no real end. I have opinions that a only my feelings but I think people may want to hear. However I write them and never publish them. Afraid of what will be thought of me. Yet I don't care what you say to my face I have never understood that. As I ramble on and on I pray that some of it is understood that I some how get the attention of someone who will understand and read thru the floods of info that I am trying to share.
With that I will let you all know that I am promising a new blog nightly. Work with me friends I promise it will all be worth it.
Love, peace, and above all HAPPINESS....
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